This is a vision of what Gerda will be like 6 million years in the future. It may seem like a joke and it is a joke, but the truth has always had a humorous element, not by my choosing. By acknowledging this humorous element I am simply being analogous with the memes of Gerda in a limited capacity. The illusions which play out in the minds of 99.9999% of the population is not real in my mind – it is real in their minds, but it is not real in my mind, so the problem is with me and I can acknowledge that, regretfully. It is very sad but I do not feel like shedding a tear for Gerda…. I cannot cry for Gerda, and so the problem is with me. Just me being here is a problem, and there does not seem to be a resolution for this on Gerda for me. It is real in their minds but it is not real in my mind, such is the problem presented here.
January 6, 2018